I'm sick and tired of always writing blogs about you

Hello heart, i hope you are still in tact
It's been a while since i last checked to make sure you were alright.
You are still beating i know this so must be fine
it is really my head i should worry about
but it is still there so no reason to worry about it either

Or so we thought, but then again i'm not dragging a razor across my arm
Just for the attention
or at all if you really must know.
I'm not stupid I'm alone
so quit your fucking worring about it.

I laugh becuase you didn't know the difference between I love you
and I wanna fuck you.
I cry becuase I didn't know you didn't know.
I'm sick and tired of always writing blogs about you this is it this is the end.
Yeah fucking right we will see about that.

you won't read this so you don't even know how done i am
you won't even know that i wished for you tonight.
you won't know that in the darkest of places where my secrets can hide
i still have a darker spot for you so no one can touch you.

the whore who gave you head when i pissed you off
me and her get along. she isn't a whore at all that was you!
funny how i never saw that before.
Manwhores i love them but hey you already know that or do i need to remind you?


so now and forver you are in my heart and mind.
i wish i knew how to get you out so you can leave me the fuck alone!
we only made out you never kissed me.
you left me there blind and unable understand
why cant you stay just long enough to explain

yes those last lines were taken from songs,
much like the time you took from me
the joy you stole
but you wouldn't believe this shit that i still remember

xoxofufu.....you know who you are